It's funny, the day you lose someone isn't the worst. At least you've got something to do. It's all the days they stay dead.I mean, really, almost a decade? She's still gone, I'm still here, end of story, I guess. I just want her back, I want to see her face, I want to hear her voice, I want to be with her, but that just isn't gonna happen, and I ( Read more... )

You were definitely by my side back then, you know
You were always, always, always smiling right next to me
Even if I lose you, I'll get you back. I will never leave you.

I honestly cannot believe it's been eight years, it seems like longer. I don't think it'll ever stop hurting, I don't think this pain will ever go away. I miss her so much, we ( Read more... )

*points to post below this* Nothing else to say, that I probably haven't said already.

I've just run out of words at this point, I think. Have this instead.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU NARCISSISTIC BASTARD! Really though, I hope your day is going great, and you don't have a SINGLE family crisis today, that's the last thing you need! I love you, but then again, you already know that! EAT CAKE AND DRINK IN MY HONOR ♥

I can't believe it's been four years. Four years since I lost you. But you're not gone, you're still here, even though it's not the same. It never will be. It's still hard to keep going, y'know? But I just remember how you wouldn't want me to just give up, even if it was because of you, especially because of you. But I miss you. I think I'll always ( Read more... )

Yeah, so...long time so post, yeah? SORRY! I just haven't really had much to say...well, I HAVE, but I generally just tend to forget to post about it. Anyway, I went to California for a week with my big bro in August for Morphicon, our dad had a timeshare there so we could stay the week instead of just the weekend. It was epic, I loved seeing my ( Read more... )

Yeah, you get the vid again, deal with it, it's gonna happen every year, until youtube shuts down or somebody makes the vid go away.

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Three years. It doesn't FEEL like three years, it feels longer than that, and sometimes, it feels like it just happened yesterday. It's funny how time and pain work. I miss her, every day, I don't think I'll ever stop ( Read more... )

IT'S ALMOST MY BIRTHDAY LIKE TOMORROW (well at midnight it'll be tomorrow, but, y'know) AND I'LL BE 23! WHAT DO I DOOOOO?! I HAVE A PETER PAN COMPLEX GROWING UP SUCKS LBEOEOGERPHREKGREG!

...SIGH! At least I'm being taken to dinner on Friday (day of birthday) and going to a bar on Sunday with my brother and our friends (yes, yes we do have some ( Read more... )

So, my het BB is officially finished! ...technically, at any rate! I'm not pleased with it at all, I mean, there are good points, but overall, it's pretty rushed, there are plotholes up the ass, I leave things ambiguous, and just...bleh, most of it was my own fault, I can admit. But if anybody wants to read it, the website with my fic, and all the ( Read more... )